a LeTter to HeaVen

its a pain,
a dull pain,
concealed behind sparkling tears,
beneath a blue sky above my feet,

i tried to reach out,
and i try too much,until stumble myelf and bleeds,
the world is in vain,or am i?
so, i send a letter to heaven,
i wrote it here,so when people reads it,they can tell others who did not.

im not asking much,
neither i give more,
i hurt people so much,
but i wont ask for forgiveess,
if the pain i cause will spark a remembrance of me

im a lonely man,
walking under a shadowy sun,
with thin cold air,
the world pass by,
but im being pushed away by it.

its a fake smile,
and a force laughter,
so people wont feel burden byhaving me beside,
as im sharing a space in this tiny little world.

a letter to heaven,
im just telling you im having a good life,
with love resides.